Seriously?

It's starting to get cold down in Sunny South Africa, and it's not so sunny anymore either!

People have been getting to me the last couple days, I'm not sure whether it's the small town vibe that I can't handle or what. But everyone is in everyone's business and you can't do something without someone commenting or having issues! It's just damn annoying! There are also certain people in my life that really really don't get me, possibly because they don't know 'what' I am! But even so, the expectations placed on me by these people aren't welcome!

I read the saying 'I need to reinvent myself' somewhere over the weekend! And I've been trying to figure out what that means exactly? As of yet, I feel like I need to but I don't know how...

Sunday, I was feeling really down! Unexplainably down, like there was no rational side to the way I was feeling... It made me want to tell people I was gay, as if that would make everything right!?!

Chilled weekend ahead!

Apart from a night out tomorrow, my weekend is gonna be chilled! I don't plan on doing much which seems like the best plan!

This is Alan Lambie! Yum!

What a long day!?!

Today has gone really slowly... I don't know what it is... Work is kinda quiet and people haven't pitched for meetings!?
I would just briefly like to state that I do get much of my inspiration for posts from other bloggers! If I see a model I like, I do some research on him to find the best pics I can!

That's just the way it is!

I've come to realise that everything happens for a reason! As I've said before, I'm at a point in my life where I don't know what the future holds for me! This may sound somewhat silly, considering no one knows whats gonna happen today, tomorrow or whenever really. I mean, obviously everyone has aspirations and dreams, but as we grow and develop as human beings it's hard not to change what you expect out of life. Everyone wants to be happy and I'm almost completely sure everyone wants to find someone to spend their lives with.

It's a silly cliche, but the world is my oyster. That isn't exactly a comforting thought when you think about it. Things could go any way from here, and I don't know which way to even lean to! And when I mean any way, I really do mean any way! What I've studied doesn't confine me to one career, but all things considered, if I really wanted to study something else I could.

Call me what you will, but being gay doesn't help either. Like I said, everyone wants to have someone and be happy, but being gay makes it different. I don't have the expectations of having to get married and have kids. So what I do with my life and where it goes from here really can develop at it's own pace!

That's just the way it is I guess!

This sexy thing is Chris H., yet another gorgeous South African model. Those eyes are mesmerising.

SO..... Here I am once again! It took me a while but I have come to the point where i feel the need to update my blog! I gained inspiration from a Dudes4Dudes on twitter, just the pure interest in what I posted made me want to post more! So thank you Dave!

This week has gone well, the gym and eating program seems to be going well, not that I have noticed a difference, but I feel like I am getting into it! Thumbs up on that! Speaking of gym, there was a really cute guy at gym on Thursday night. Seemed to like me, cos he greeted me! So we'll see where that goes....

I would like to inroduce to you a sexy blonde named Lysle :-) A South African Model, He is the face (Or body/crotch) of Bonewear, a South African underwear brand! (I must admit that i have a couple pairs of their underwear, really really comfortable and don't feel like your ordinary underwear!)

Weak at the knees! What you think boys?

What a lazy, rainy day!

Today was so chilled!
3 people this weekend have asked me about my future on 3 separate occasions... hmmm! And each time I gave them a wide array of possibilities... I hate not knowing what the future is gonna hold :-(

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The shit has hit the fan....

Ok this post did have a message before my laptop f'd out!
Yum!

Trueblood!!!!

Day 1 of my 4 day of relaxing went well :-) Managed to finish both seasons of Trueblood and finish book 4 of the series its based on! I'm sure they have their reasons, but why can't they have just stuck to the same storyline... The tv series is kinda backward, but still hot none the less ;-) Especially with Eric Northmann (aka Alexander Skarsgard) walking around!!!

Happy Easter :-)

Easter weekend it is, and while my family is spending it by the beach, I'm alone! It's not necessarily a bad thing I guess, it's good to have some alone time! Right? So I plan on spending it relaxing in the sun and reading :-)

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I've always had a crush on Christian Bale :-) ever since the opening scene of American Psycho!!!

There's just something about the above pic that just makes me weak at the knees ~drool~