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I really haven't done much today... No really, I woke up at 10 and lay in bed listening to the radio until 12... and then loafed around the house! I was kinda depressed... things haven't been going very well for me! I posted a blog this morning which I was supposed to complete and ended up just posting it unfinished!

I have thinking a lot about my life during my time of vegetation, and I've realised that most of my troubles and issues are self inflicted... but isn't that normally what happens!?! I mean don't most peoples problems come from there own thoughts...

But then again, when I think about it may of the issues don't come from me! For one, my job is not rewarding at all. I have little to no supervision at all, and no praise is given when I achieve something or do well at something! Despondent much? Of course I am! I mean, no human being can live without some form of approval! It really is mentally and emotionally draining...

Another thing, no one seems to be willing to help me (No not mentally), I've asked several people for assistance with gym programs, diets etc., and 4 people now seem not to even give a crap that I am trying to better myself! I understand people are busy and they have their own lives, but it doesn't take 10mins to reply to my messages or do what I asked!?! Seriously?

SOo... I've decided to take things into my own hands, take the bull by the horns.... and achieve something without the help of people... :D starting from right now! ;D and I will keep you posted on how it's going :)

Oh and another thing, can't microsoft come up mind-reading blog software... I think it would be a million dollar product... being able to blog straight from your thoughts without having to type!

Finally back...

I've been neglecting my blog for a bit! One, was because I was trying to gain some inspiration and because I've been away visiting friends in the big city! Was really good to be in a different place for a while! But alas, back home now!

Jason Lewis is a HOTTIE!

20 Random Facts About Me

1. I love Cheese - Any kind really (Not cock cheese tho, thats just gross!!!)

2. I have 3 piercings :) where are they you may ask? You'll just have to wait and find out!

3. This one is a bit of a given... I despise Ignorance, in any form!

4. I shave my legs... and depending what mood I'm in, my arms and armpits too...

5. I hate ingrown hairs...

6. I'm versatile :) I can give as good as I get :-)

7. I would be the perfect husband... Well, if I wasn't gay, sorry ladies! - I cook, clean, do washing and will go out of my way to please the person I'm with!

8. I stare at gym... not intentionally... ok well maybe a little :-)

9. I love music... anything that has a good beat or good voices (Everything except rap).

10. I have a small picture of a blue cow stuck to my desk!

11. Eye Colour (Yes that's the proper spelling) - Hazel-green!

12. Chocolate is my bane in life! Not that Hirsh's kak, proper chocolate like Nestle, Beacon or Cadburys :D

13. Favourite Porn Site - Sean Cody :D Some of the hottest guys!

14. I have 3 pairs of Ginch Gonch and 2 pairs of Bonewear underwear :-)

15. Favourite T.V. series quote - Opening Scene of Trueblood "... I'll fuck ya, then I'm gonna eat ya..." (Random I know, but its the fact that he says it to a sexy boy makes it all the more favourite.)

16. I drink Captain Morgan Dark Rum and Coca-Cola :D

17. I'm a procrastinator.

18. I wanna be built like a machine!... oh wait I'm a procrastinator, HELP!

19. Foresking is the way to go :) and Cock is King!

20. I love blondes :) you might have noticed! They just turn me on!

Sigh...

Gone Away - Safety Suit

I think about life, and oh how it changes so fast

And oh how it's so hard to last here waiting for something to give

I think about time, a luxury so hard to find

And I just can't figure out why I wasted it all here without you

But I'll be fine, and oh don't you worry

Cause I'll be fine, see I'm in a hurry to be

Gone away awhile, tell me all the things that I

I'll be missing here in this old life man cause I just don't know

I think about you, and all the times that we shared

And oh what a wonderful pair we made made it so far here we go again

I think about love, and oh what a beautiful song

And oh how it need to be sung here sing it so loud all the world can hear

I think I'll be

Gone away awhile, tell me all the things that I

I'll be missing here in this old life man cause I just don't know

But I'll be fine, oh don't you worry

Cause I'll be fine, see I'm in no hurry

No I'll be fine, oh don't you worry

Cause I'll be fine, see I'm in a hurry to be

Gone away awhile, tell me all the things that I

I'll be missing here in this old life man cause I just don't know

I need something to post about....

I really don't have much to post about! But I still feel the need to post :-) which isn't a bad thing haha!

All I ever do is seem to bitch....

This past weekend was somewhat eventful! Not in a good way, and not in a completely bad way either! Will get to that in a bit!

Heard on the radio today something pretty interesting. Not sure if it's applicable, but whatever! It was on the list of phrases never to use, because they are stupid... and the one was.. Never say "I need to find myself"... because inevitably the person that says this is gonna end up being disappointed in the end! Funny, yet true in a way!

Saturday night I really got out of hand... I'm not a violent person so it definitely wasn't that! I hate beer as it is, but launch of a new draught was happening, so i felt the need to try it out! Not the greatest idea! Some guy, a hot guy, was talking to someone in my circle of friends about how him and his girlfriend use sex toys! Random I know! He suddenly comes and talks to me and tells me how his girlfriend used a dildo on him... I was like I'm sure you enjoyed that! And in my drunken state, I ended up telling the guy that I would do him!!!! (This infront of my friends!!!!!) Ok, it was only two of them, but later they told me I was pretty loud!

Conclusion to the story: I have decided to slow down on the drinking! And ended up having to explain to my friends what that was all about haha!

Not hiding what I am, and shouting it to the world are two different things to me! And I've decided that while I definitely am not going to shout my sexuality to the world, I do feel the need to not hide it! Get what I mean?

There is no time like the present!

Well I really don't have much to say today! I had a long story on my mind I wanted to share with you, but I don't have the energy to get to it right now :-)

Maybe next time!

Chris Campanioni (Aka Chris Cuba)